Please pray for me this week guys. I'm feeling a little inadequate and discouraged. I know that I'm where I'm suppose to be, but I feel so unable to do anything. Well, you know what they say about feelings....they can't be trusted.
I do have to say that last week was a lot of fun. It was VBS. A couple of the youth and myself were in the skits each night. I was Princess Flora Rose :) We had a good turn out and it gave an opportunity to meet people and hang out with a couple of the youth guys. I really have enjoyed the youth. They are a cool group of teens.
Pray that I gain more confidence in my teaching. That is where me and GOd are struggling right now. I really stink at teaching. I keep telling God this, but I know I'm where He wants me. Hence, the confusion. I don't know what I'm suppose to do. Sometimes I think why am I getting involved in youth ministry when I can't teach. But my heart won't let it go. I think I'm more cut out to build relationships and mister on a helper level. Yet, God keeps opening up doors for me to lead. Talk about a confusing situation. Who knows? All I know is that I am here for a reason. God has plans for my life and I am his workmanship( Jeremiah 29:11 & Ephesians 2:10). I here on earth for a reason and I'm here in Chula for a reason. Therefore, all I can do is trust. :)
Leaning on His promises,